I am miserable, I know
I'm afraid to stay, afraid to let go.
Staying means being able to suffer for so long,
But letting go, doesn't even mean an escape I can bear to move on.
Life is a choice that we make.
Either you end it or cherish it's for you to take.
I just don't want to suffer no more,
I don't know how, I don't want to live anymore.
I'm tired of being swallowed by darkness and misery,
Someone help me, I want to be free.
I don't know when and I don't know how.
Maybe I'm meant to be swallowed and be devoured somehow.