I am miserable, I know
I'm afraid to stay, afraid to let go.
Staying means being able to suffer for so long,
But letting go, doesn't even mean an escape I can bear to move on.
Life is a choice that we make.
Either you end it or cherish it's for you to take.
I just don't want to suffer no more,
I don't know how, I don't want to live anymore.
I'm tired of being swallowed by darkness and misery,
Someone help me, I want to be free.
I don't know when and I don't know how.
Maybe I'm meant to be swallowed and be devoured somehow.
I'm afraid to stay, afraid to let go.
Staying means being able to suffer for so long,
But letting go, doesn't even mean an escape I can bear to move on.
Life is a choice that we make.
Either you end it or cherish it's for you to take.
I just don't want to suffer no more,
I don't know how, I don't want to live anymore.
I'm tired of being swallowed by darkness and misery,
Someone help me, I want to be free.
I don't know when and I don't know how.
Maybe I'm meant to be swallowed and be devoured somehow.