Closed Confession of a Writer

[Phc - frenzufficiale]

Lahat ng thread mo dito teh. Ilagay in one book HHahaha

hahahaha baka kulangin yun page ng book...

 

[Phc - frenzufficiale]

Wahaahhaha tama zer. Ano kaya pamagat? Hahahaha

compilation of thread justice hahahah ano daw??

 

[waiijhee]

compilation of thread justice hahahah ano daw??

Hahahahah. Pano naging juctice?

 

[10reason]

sayang, hindi ko nasave nag suggest kasi yung co-writer ko ng title kaso nasa kabila eh hindi na ko makapasok gawa disabled na yung site huhuhu......sayang

 

[waiijhee]

sayang, hindi ko nasave nag suggest kasi yung co-writer ko ng title kaso nasa kabila eh hindi na ko makapasok gawa disabled na yung site huhuhu......sayang

Sayang zer

 

[10reason]

Sayang zer

oo nga eh catchy pa naman yung suggestion nung co-writer ko

 

[waiijhee]

oo nga eh catchy pa naman yung suggestion nung co-writer ko

Baka makikita or maaalala mo sa panaginip zer hahaha.

 

[10reason]

Baka makikita or maaalala mo sa panaginip zer hahaha.

try ko itanong pag online yung co-writer ko sa social media, siya din yung gumawa ng melody sa isang piece na ginawa ko dati hehehe....

 

[waiijhee]

try ko itanong pag online yung co-writer ko sa social media, siya din yung gumawa ng melody sa isang piece na ginawa ko dati hehehe....

Nayc. Share mo dito zer ah. Abangan ko yan

 

[10reason]

Nayc. Share mo dito zer ah. Abangan ko yan

hindi ata pwede magpost ng link dito eh pero kung pwede eh post ko na lang

 

[Tree Mondragon]

Some things may happen without knowing, yep you heard me, here are some things that I want to share for all of you, it’s okay if some of you ignore this because it’s nothing just full of something, Nah just kidding

A lot of you know the real story about my pen name or some of them don’t hmmmmmmmm…….okay for all those who don't know what’s behind my name when I write ahmmmmm…here’s a little summary behind it.

Way back 2005 I met a girl through chat tv and her name is Beverly, at first were destined to be together, same month, same year and same age. I thought all of it is forever between the two of us but some things happen without my expectation.

It’s natural when two opposite s*x is in a relationship and keep on arguing, there’s a reason why for me it’s about a misunderstanding.

A certain explanation about the situation after that back to reality isn’t it?

Some things happen over and over after one month, she keeps on nagging even simple things she scold me, I know I love her that’s why I don’t want to argue and apologize but all the things I made is just another story, in the end she broke up with me even in the first place her reason is she wants to be single in short, she want to rest for a while and enjoy the things around her but that’s not it actually, her second reason is her cousin doesn’t like me according to her while I’m talking to her thru phone but deep inside of me it’s not her main reason at all, after that non-sense conversation I ask myself why? Why it always happens to me, I give everything in the name of love but the consequences are unexpected and painful memories, every day I woke up my mind is blank or should I say totally spaced because of things happen, some of my friends always say “it’s alright” for them but for me it’s really…really..really hard.

Hard to start over because of the pain that left thru my personality, after having a hard time to recover I tried to view her account in a social network and some things happen again, even we didn’t talk I discover something, she’s in a relationship again with another guy or should I say best friend ouch!

After what I discover about her I felt more hatred, in short, she’s making fun of me and our relationship is just full of lies even in the first place I don’t want to accept it cuz I’m hurt, the wrongdoings doings that make my heart shattered like glass.

Even I hate her I made a decision, it’s time to move on but there’s one thing that It became very to clear to me, even were in a relationship that time she’s in a relationship with her best friend, in short, I’m just a spare time it sucks!

After what happened I made a decision, I need to forget everything about her, you heard me.
Some things happen again while walking home and the sun doesn’t shine, rain starts to fall from above, I didn’t run what i did is walk slowly until I get home, while walking I’m thinking even my head is blank, I look in the heaven and stare, I feel every drop of rain coming from my face, every time I watch them fall from the ground I felt something, I’m not okay but there’s one thing I do, I bury all my emotion thru the rain all of it, that time something pop out on my head, she has no reason why she left me, she has but already three, not one, not ten but only three, until now she didn’t know about what happened to me right now cuz I don’t care anymore because it’s just another sad ending that cannot become a happy ending for me, all of it is just history.

that's the reason behind my pen name, a girl named Beverly is the reason why I became a writer.

this is really awful. I feel the pain. it crumpled my heart

 

[10reason]

this is really awful. I feel the pain. it crumpled my heart

thanks sa follow at pagbisita sa thread ko mam

 

[Tree Mondragon]

thanks sa follow at pagbisita sa thread ko mam

No problem. people tend to judge and laugh behind everything but they don't know what is the story behind everything. That's why I don't easily judge until we know the reason.

 

[10reason]

No problem. people tend to judge and laugh behind everything but they don't know what is the story behind everything. That's why I don't easily judge until we know the reason.

na ko mam sinabi mo pa, life is unfair pero we need to go forward

 

[Tree Mondragon]

na ko mam sinabi mo pa, life is unfair pero we need to go forward

exactly!!!!! keep pushin' on

 

[10reason]

maniwala o hindi friends kami sa facebook ng babaeng tinutukoy ko sa story pero panay likes na lang siya sa photos ko, siguro na realize niya na ako yung TOTGA

 

[Tree Mondragon]

maniwala o hindi friends kami sa facebook ng babaeng tinutukoy ko sa story pero panay likes na lang siya sa photos ko, siguro na realize niya na ako yung TOTGA

sana all TOTGA

 

[10reason]

sana all TOTGA

eto pa nakakatawa nung galing ako sa Boracay panay english pa eh hindi naman bagay sa kanya, akala niya di ko napapansin na mali mali english niya gusto ko na nga sabihin na until now jejemon ka pa rin, ngayon walang ginawa kundi magpa cute sa facebook niya tapos panay post ng edited picture niya ayun inan follow ko nga.

 

[Tree Mondragon]

eto pa nakakatawa nung galing ako sa Boracay panay english pa eh hindi naman bagay sa kanya, akala niya di ko napapansin na mali mali english niya gusto ko na nga sabihin na until now jejemon ka pa rin, ngayon walang ginawa kundi magpa cute sa facebook niya tapos panay post ng edited picture niya ayun inan follow ko nga.

sino si Beverly? hahahaha natawa ako sa jejemon. ako din e. minsan mga toxic people unfollow ko automatic. kakasura e.

 

[10reason]

sino si Beverly? hahahaha natawa ako sa jejemon. ako din e. minsan mga toxic people unfollow ko automatic. kakasura e.

yung tinutukoy kong babae sa kwento ko mam, eh totoo naman na jejemon siya eh hanggang ngayon