kuya, you know, when you love it will have beginning and an end, as all things do. however, it does not mean that your life should revolve sa isang tao lang. She left, its time you should too. Ganun naman talaga pag nagmahal ka diba? masasaktan ka one way or another. Kung magpapakamatay ka dahil lang iniwan ka, its your loss, not theirs.