Deluded and numb. Too scared that these hallucinations will one day be the only thing my world consists of. *sighs*
A thousand reasons surrendering to just one foolish feeling,
a restless blur that wanted to escape into the vastness of space,
a silent shout you needed, but ended up sighing,
I feel your pain,
but also that wonderful fire you wished can forever keep,
holding on with incandescent tenacity and joyful embrace,
yet shedding a thousand tears in inevitable regret.
Rest your while, child of the universe,
the day may still be long and unforgiving,
be gentle to your soul, your mind believing,
love will always find a way, your heart leading...
Happy Holloweek
J.L