Just wanna share...
7 months na ang nakaraan noong mainlove na ako sa kanya and never ko inamin sa kanya because I'm just scared na baka mag-iba ang turing or tingin niya sa akin after. Until now siya pa rin ang gusto ko pero now I finally decided na itago na lang ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya since I already know na may iba na talaga syang gusto. I also know na I don't have a chance sa kanya because of some reasons and his standards but I had a feeling na I think alam niya I like him pero I don't want to assume. I think I will just remain na secret admirer nya. He will be my inspiration na lang to live happily. Iba ang saya nung makilala ko sya lalo na in person at kapag nakakasama ko siya. I'm not a showy person kaya di rin masabi ng mga nakakasama ko ang tunay na nararamdaman ko. Nagbago ako dahil sa feelings ko sa kanya. I became more motivated in life, ended being a hopeless romantic, and finally felt what being in love is (first time falling in love in my 24 years of existence). I don't know kung hanggang kailan mananatili itong nararamdaman kong sa kanya pero I think I can't fall in love again on other people because masakit nga pala ang umibig (no label pa lang yun). Possible pa rin siguro ako mainlove pero I think sa effort na lang ng ibang tao if may magkakagusto man sa akin. It's also fine if I'll be single till death lol. Thankful pa rin ako na nakilala ko siya and I will forever love and support him silently <3 And BTW, we are both bisexual men. I'll spend the best moments with him in the future bonding with our circle of friends. But what if I confess just to try? Maybe magbago isip ko but not now.
#HappyPrideMonth everyone!!! See you all sa Pride March this June 24 sa mga pupunta.
7 months na ang nakaraan noong mainlove na ako sa kanya and never ko inamin sa kanya because I'm just scared na baka mag-iba ang turing or tingin niya sa akin after. Until now siya pa rin ang gusto ko pero now I finally decided na itago na lang ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya since I already know na may iba na talaga syang gusto. I also know na I don't have a chance sa kanya because of some reasons and his standards but I had a feeling na I think alam niya I like him pero I don't want to assume. I think I will just remain na secret admirer nya. He will be my inspiration na lang to live happily. Iba ang saya nung makilala ko sya lalo na in person at kapag nakakasama ko siya. I'm not a showy person kaya di rin masabi ng mga nakakasama ko ang tunay na nararamdaman ko. Nagbago ako dahil sa feelings ko sa kanya. I became more motivated in life, ended being a hopeless romantic, and finally felt what being in love is (first time falling in love in my 24 years of existence). I don't know kung hanggang kailan mananatili itong nararamdaman kong sa kanya pero I think I can't fall in love again on other people because masakit nga pala ang umibig (no label pa lang yun). Possible pa rin siguro ako mainlove pero I think sa effort na lang ng ibang tao if may magkakagusto man sa akin. It's also fine if I'll be single till death lol. Thankful pa rin ako na nakilala ko siya and I will forever love and support him silently <3 And BTW, we are both bisexual men. I'll spend the best moments with him in the future bonding with our circle of friends. But what if I confess just to try? Maybe magbago isip ko but not now.
#HappyPrideMonth everyone!!! See you all sa Pride March this June 24 sa mga pupunta.