No, because I'm afraid that they would be disgusted with me, yeah that's how low I see myself. As time pass, I realized even "paghanga" or crushes fades, and after seeing them day after day, they'll be just normal people passing by, they hold no more special value. This why I grew indifferent to puppy love or feeling in love. Like, the production of oxytocin just stops and closed down. Hahahahahaha