Since nakita akong post about love, gusto ko din magshare.
It was my first time to enter in a relationship, all my ideas about love were all clouded by the movies and teleseryes I often watch. Then there is this guy, childhood friend of my bestfriend. He added me on facebook then we started talking, blah blah blah. Fast forward we met each other, ligawan, first dates, and all sorts of sweet nothings.
We were so fine at first. I guess ganun naman ata talaga sa una. Before, we make it a point to see each other atleast once a week. He's busy with his work, so am I and we don't mind if we don't see each other everyday kasi taga Makati siya ako sa Parañaque pa. Yes I know ang lapit lang diba haha. Until such time, after 2 weeks nlang ulit kami magkikita, then after that 3 weeks, worst is 1 month, di kami nagkikita yet we update each other through text. Pero, yung update through text ganun din yung nangyari. There was even a time na 1 week walang paramdam tapos pag nagmessage siya it's as if wala siyang ginawang kasalanan. Ako pa nga yung laging napunta sa Makati, instead of him going near my location. There was even a time na 2 months siyang hindi nagpakita at nagparamdam sakin. When I asked him why, he said he became addicted sa sugal.
Pero tinanggap ko pa din siya nung nagkita ulit kami, hindi na rin naman siya nagsusugal ngayon. I could have walked away that time and I know that it is my winning moment but I refused to do so
I keep up with him, nasanay na ako na ganun siya: hindi siya sweet as in, hindi siya clingy, hind siya maupdate Pero diba hindi dapat ganun? Communication should be constant. Naguguluhan ako kasi when we are together, we are okay, walang problema pero kapag magkahiwalay na kami dun na lumalabas yung issues. Nagiging okay kami for awhile pero after sometime, bumabalik na naman sa dati, walang paramdam Lagi niyang sinasabi na busy siya sa work
Ps. Oo alam ko na, shunga ako haha hay
It was my first time to enter in a relationship, all my ideas about love were all clouded by the movies and teleseryes I often watch. Then there is this guy, childhood friend of my bestfriend. He added me on facebook then we started talking, blah blah blah. Fast forward we met each other, ligawan, first dates, and all sorts of sweet nothings.
We were so fine at first. I guess ganun naman ata talaga sa una. Before, we make it a point to see each other atleast once a week. He's busy with his work, so am I and we don't mind if we don't see each other everyday kasi taga Makati siya ako sa Parañaque pa. Yes I know ang lapit lang diba haha. Until such time, after 2 weeks nlang ulit kami magkikita, then after that 3 weeks, worst is 1 month, di kami nagkikita yet we update each other through text. Pero, yung update through text ganun din yung nangyari. There was even a time na 1 week walang paramdam tapos pag nagmessage siya it's as if wala siyang ginawang kasalanan. Ako pa nga yung laging napunta sa Makati, instead of him going near my location. There was even a time na 2 months siyang hindi nagpakita at nagparamdam sakin. When I asked him why, he said he became addicted sa sugal.
Pero tinanggap ko pa din siya nung nagkita ulit kami, hindi na rin naman siya nagsusugal ngayon. I could have walked away that time and I know that it is my winning moment but I refused to do so I keep up with him, nasanay na ako na ganun siya: hindi siya sweet as in, hindi siya clingy, hind siya maupdate
Pero diba hindi dapat ganun? Communication should be constant. Naguguluhan ako kasi when we are together, we are okay, walang problema pero kapag magkahiwalay na kami dun na lumalabas yung issues. Nagiging okay kami for awhile pero after sometime, bumabalik na naman sa dati, walang paramdam Lagi niyang sinasabi na busy siya sa work Ps. Oo alam ko na, shunga ako haha hay