Narasan ko din yan lods. 10 yrs ang lumipas nung akin. Kaibahan wala nmn syang jowa.
Naramdaman ko din na prang gusto ko sya ipursue. Inaya ko sya lumabas. Pero habang tumatagal narerealize ko na platonic nlng pla ung nararamdaman ko, nararamdaman namin. So hnd din naging kami. Although we were good friends after that.
Alam mo, hnd k nmn tlga nasasaktan. Nagsusuffer ka lng kakaisip kung pano kaya kung pinursue mo siya. That feeling is a bish.. ung feeling na nawalan ka ng hnd nmn sayo in the first place.
But its all in your mind. Kung pano mo tignan ang buhay mo. Marami tao ang nalulungkot, or worst nadedepress just because they wish for a better past. Focus on what you have, then look forward. You can't change what could have been, only what could be. Accepting that is the key to happiness.