Mali ang basa mo sa sitwasyon. This is NOT a problem about love. It is a problem with your personal philosophy.
Tingin ko, pag may dumadating kasi na opportunity sayo, nagiging pessimist ka dahil takot ka na baka this will not be as good as 10 yrs ago. As a result, you cuckblock yourself from even be able to try; from even being able to know how good it could have been. Then you tern around pretending na you are doing something morally right or heroic through this.
Marami akong kilala ganyan. They can't even enjoy life for real because all they want is perfection. Pero ung vision ng perfection was based on nothing but nostalgia.
Ang payo ko sayo, let good memories remain as good memories. Wag mo hayaang ito ang pumigil sayo gumawa ng panibagong mga alaala for you to cherish in the future.
(take this from someone who did exactly the same thing)
