3 AM THOUGHTS.

[CYBERX22]

What are the most important things to me right now?
My love relationship. My career. Family.
But which is more important?

I am not one who finds satisfaction in things that are superficial.
That is why I rather spend the day not going to work, to be with my loved ones.
Or to rest. Sleep and eat.

But this rhythm that I had going on for quite a while brought me anxiety.
How can I be rich enough to afford my loved ones a lifetime of comfort?
I cry. I went to church. I prayed.

Praying for me is healing.
It relieves me of my burden. It calms my mind. It lifts my spirit.

Will I ever get the chance to have children?
What kind of parent will I become?
Do I hate children?
Not necessarily, although the idea of being a decent human being is challenging.
But what is important?

I guess right now the most important thing is that I passed this board exam. Find a decent paying job and find other means to earn money.

Pray. God will provide.
I believe in God.

 

[LenXine]

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[Kirasukie]

Amen

 

[rr0131]

one step at a time lang TS. pray lang and god will provide

 

[FELITITON17]

Goods yan

 

[royhelp]

malaking factor talaga pera but I am glad that you know who you value before anything else. I hope that you find your means to have good money because everything after that is easier since you know your core which is your family.