Why you ask yourself about your gender, At first its okay to be faze on same ***, second its nothing wrong to admire celebrity,
As you said your into girls and don't confused your self your just over acting on your silly ideas,
anyways As you said you kept your self busy and still you think about your Identity, to answered it, you should face both side if you want to eat a man and Natitigasan kaba pag may type kang lalaki(dugo na ilong kaka english, absent kasi ako pag english subject guys esp. grammar ahaha).
or you just admire the Celebrities , For me I admire those celebrity but not into sexual but how there body built , face and how they express their feelings, no no not into sexual thoughts, I just want to learn how they have achieve that kind of physical appearance.
So explore yourself
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kung titingin ka ng **** tas may nag BBj anung tinitingnan no yong mata ng Babae ba or yong tiiiitii ng lalaki? pag lalaki somethings wrong with you and you should face it.