I feel you. The best decision youll made is to learn new skills, kung may mga kaibigan kang wala din progress, its either iwan mo or magsama sama kayong may matututunan na bago, hindi yung kalokohan, dapat yung tungkol sa realidad ng buhay. Go into small business, pag usapan nyo tungkol sa pera, magiging mature kayo pramis.