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Fruit Salad

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I am just tired, I want to quit! I can't, how to end this, I am decided. I am confused. I am scared. I am sad. My mom won't listen. I wish I was not an honor student. I wish I have been more assertive with my dream. I wish to escape from this painful reality.
Well, just one more year and I'll already be a graduate. Yehey! I'm supposed to be happy but I am not. Supposed to be learning but I am not. I want to drop and shift but can not. Supposed to talk to someone to ease the dread but can not. Mood swings here and there. What am I supposed to do?
I was supposed to be thankful for the people who talk me out of my decision, but somehow I am not.
Am I selfish for being tired? Am I selfish for finally standing up for my dream? Am I selfish for giving up? I am sorry I had enough! No more tears! No more!
 
Same. Ayaw ko rin yung course ko. Pero too late na para mag shift pa ako. Kasi wala naman akong sariling perang magagamit para mag aral muli.
Ang plano ko magwork at makapag ipon nalang muna.
 

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Same. Ayaw ko rin yung course ko. Pero too late na para mag shift pa ako. Kasi wala naman akong sariling perang magagamit para mag aral muli.
Ang plano ko magwork at makapag ipon nalang muna.
Yan naman plano ko, pero nakakasakal na kase gumawa at magaral ng mga bagay di ko naman gusto, I'm tired being a goody two-shoes student as well as a son
 
Yan naman plano ko, pero nakakasakal na kase gumawa at magaral ng mga bagay di ko naman gusto, I'm tired being a goody two-shoes student as well as a son
Pwede ka naman mag stop as long as may pagkukunan ka ng pera kung sakaling di mo maconvince parents mo na pag aralin ka ulit
 

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Pwede ka naman mag stop as long as may pagkukunan ka ng pera kung sakaling di mo maconvince parents mo na pag aralin ka ulit
Di nga ako pinapagstop lods hahaha sayang daw. I don't know nalang talaga. Kala ko talaga haka haka lang ang burnout hahaha ganito pala feeling. Bahala na si batman. Siguro extend pa ako nito sa pagaaral hahaha.
 
Be thankful for you are still young little one. Better think about investing for your early retirement. You don't want to work 9-5 for life.
They don't teach you how to make your money work for you in school. Time to read rich dad poor dad by Robert Kiyosaki.
 
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sa case ko mahal ko yung kurso ko kaso nahihirapan na rin ako yung passion na nararamdaman ko dati no'ng unang salang ko sa kurso ko ay nawala na.. di nako natototo at napapagod na rin ako pero yun nga baka kasi kung hihinto ako ngayon pagsisihan ko lang... kung lilipat ako ngayon baka mas malaki lang yung masasayang ko at baka parehong mapagod lang din ako... ako dalawang taon nalang at matatapos ko rin to kaso napapagod na'ko... siguro dala rin to ng sitwasyon natin ngayon... nakakapagod maghabol yung tipong dapat hindi ka maiwanan... lahat siguro tayo kahit gusto o hindi natin gusto yung kurso natin eh naaapektohan dala nitong pandemya... physically, emotionally at mentally... nakakapagod na... hirap akong eapply ito ngayon sa sarili ko dahil nawawalan na talaga ako ng gana pero sasabihin ko parin tuloy lang tayo ts laban pa rin kaunti nalang at makakaraos din tayo sa pinagdadaanan nating laban ngayon
 
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Di nga ako pinapagstop lods hahaha sayang daw. I don't know nalang talaga. Kala ko talaga haka haka lang ang burnout hahaha ganito pala feeling. Bahala na si batman. Siguro extend pa ako nito sa pagaaral hahaha.
Kailangan mo talagang sundin parents mo kasi naka depende ka sa pera nila.
Kaya yun nga pwera nalang kung may sarili kang pera at doon mo na pwedeng gawin kahit anong gusto mo.
 
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